how far we've come

if i ever have one more day to be with you - i will let you know how much you meant to me.
i'll cry in your arm, in your hug.
i'm goin to lie naked vt you.
i'm goin to lay my head on your chest.
hear your heart beating. hear every breath of yours.

put our song on.
talk without talking.

i want my love of my life back.
do things that we want to do.
go to place that we want to go.
have future as we planned to have.

i think all those memories we build. the one you make me believe its real.
am i just stupid and blind?

and at the end of the day, when its time to be apart,
to take our separate course of life,
i wish we wont cross each other path anymore as i could never imagine seeing you without me,
i cant stand to see the image of us not growing old together

existence @ non existence

i'm changing everything as if you never exist

i'm talking to myself as if i'm talkin to the only one who ever going to understand me

i'm imagining thing that should have been as if i never met u

 

you are my sun

we only just begun

I'm better
So much better now
I see the light, touch the light,
We're together now

 

I'm better
So much better now
Look to the skies, gives me life
We're together now

We've only just begun
Hypnotised by drums
Until forever comes
You'll find us chasing the sun
They said this day wouldn't come
We refused to run
We've only just begun
You'll find us chasing the sun
When Daylight's fading
We're gonna play in the dark
Till it's golden again
And now it feels so amazing
Can see you coming
And We'll never grow old again
You'll find us chasing the sun

I'm never
I'm never down
Lying here, staring up
And you're looking down

I'm never
I'm never down
Live forever, forever
With you around

**you know that you are always my sun. i didn't worship you but in sense of self-note, you are the only person who know me better than myself.

be awake

I feel like im in slow motion

Everything around me jz moving too fast

Ppl keep asking if im ok..if im fine..

And they want me to say im fine when im not

So they will feel better abt me

But I dun noe how to do it.

Im still dreaming.this pain will go away once im awake

Sabar Itu Indah

aku lihat ada
kebencian di mata kamu
kemarahan di hati kamu
tapi
mungkinkah sebenarnya
pandanganmu
terlalu kosong untuk aku tafsirkan
terlalu jauh untuk aku gapai

aku cuba memahami
benar, aku Hawa bukan yang terbaik untuk Adam seperti kamu
tapi aku berusaha untuk kamu

Kasih,
jika aku bukan pilihan mu
mampukah kamu berterus terang?
jangan biarkan aku terus melayang
tenggelam dalam lautan yang tak tenang

kau perlu waktu
kau mahu ruang
seluas mana yang kau mahu?yg kau perlu?
aku mahu tunggu tapi aku insan yang buntu
yang lemah dalam membuat keputusan hidupku

aku katakan sabar itu indah
Ya Allah, aku berdoa pada Mu agar berikan aku kekuatan untuk terus bersabar
aku masih hamba Mu yang lemah dalam menghadapi dugaan Mu

Ya Allah,
Kau lebih Maha Mengetahui apa yang tbaik untuk ku
dan hati ku ini mengaharapkn agar Kau pulangkan kasih ku

Jika bukan dia yang Kau takdirkan untuk ku
aku mohon agar kau tenangkan hati ku
jauh kn dia dari jiwa ku
aku mohon.....

LFC

ya.. mungkin dia sudah lupakan segalanya tp aku masih di situ

bukan aku mahu menjadi wanita yg menagih simpati

(tp mungkin juga dlm pandangan mata individu di sekelilingku)

bukan aku mahu menjadi wanita yg lemah hati

gerai makan di penjuru jalan

penuh lampu dan cerah itu 

membuat kan aku rasa kehadirannya

merasakan aku separuh daripada dia

meja itu tempat kami melihat dunia dengan pandangan kami sendiri

ya..mungkin juga kata-kata yang tidak masuk akal tentang sesiapa, tentang apa-apa

pesanan kami tetap sama setiap kali

turut membuatkan aku teringat tentang dia

baju merah pengubat rindu turut menjadi teman ku

manusia lain tetap sama cuma tiada dia

kerana aku tahu dia tak mungkin ada di sisi ku

my ever long lust of football end back few week. I shouldn't shed tears upon a match but i did.

being there, alone make me wonder a lot about him.

to : my man that can't be moved

 in another life, i will be your girl and make you stay

 Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Grab a bunch of blanket
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
  You would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
It can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I shoulda told you what you meant to me (Woooooow)
'Cause now I paid the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

** at this very moment, i wish that we never be apart. all things are just simply nightmare and i know in a short while i will wake up and we will still be together. i really miss u and need you. please, tell me what am i suppose to do. it hurt me badly not to know what wrong with us.

** in another life, i will keep my promise, as u will keep yours, we'll be together. promise me.