:: the broken angel ::



I'm in pain but I won't let you Band-Aid my wound







A slow strangle with your feet on the floor
I've got 14 angels and we're sleeping alone
In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go
To feel normal

I call baby up. Leave me alone.
I'm in pain but I won't let you Band-Aid my wound
I am mad at a stage where I can't even handle my own (can't even handle my)

Give me a quiet mind and I...
I love you
You give me a quiet mind and I...
I love you
Until the end
Until the end

Give me strength to be kind... To combine
All the good things in life that are so hard to find
But I have and I won't let them go like I do with my friends (my friends)

Still hearing voices... From front... From behind
They're the reasons I choose... When to live... How to die
When to cast... When to reel
When to buy... When to steal
When to fiend for the friends that taught you
Being inappropriate will

Give me a quiet mind and I
I still love you
You give me a quiet mind and I
I love you
You give me a quiet (quiet) mind and I
I love you
You give me a quiet mind and I (you give me)
And I love you
Until the end

a fake smile is still a smile

do i try too hard to make you smile?

There's something that I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away

Well expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're OK when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost it's sway
It's so hard sometimes
Then I fell in love with you
Then came you
And you took that away
It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you

I only want to see
If you're OK when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

warna kelabu di mata ku...pernahkah kamu sedari kewujudannya?

en.Rumah,

jika aku bisa tahu waktu yang tepat utk kembali kepada kamu, aku yakin sepenuh hati aku yang aku akan tunggu kamu.

tapi aku punya hati yang ingin rasa cinta anugerah Ilahi

hati aku rindu perhatian

hati aku tamak.

kekosongan yang kamu tinggalkan sentiasa buat aku berduka dengan kegagalan aku utk menjadi yang terbaik utk kamu

kehilangan kamu dari lintasan episod hidup, menyatakan bencana walaupun cuma utk aku terus bernyawa

kamu bukan hanya seorang manusia yang singgah kala hujan tapi kamu adalah hidup aku

kehidupan yang tinggalkan aku terumbang ambing

sesungguhnya aku sedang mengumpul kekuatan utk membuka hati aku utk insan lain

kesedaran bahawa aku tak mungkin kecapi bahagia seperti kamu, aku tetap langkah kaki ku utk ke depan

kesakitan ini bukan hanya utk hati ku tapi utk insan selepas kamu lihat dan masih mampu terima kekhilafan aku

pinta aku cuma dia mampu lihat warna kelabu di mata ku

selama aku hilang sinar kamu, aku cuma sedar satu perkara

aku tidak pernah ragu tentang satu perkara

hati ini benar benar milik kamu

_aku perlukan kekuatan utk senyum bila aku terdengar nama kamu di panggil nanti_

take it all away, shadows of you, cause they won't let me go

all the promise I made

I've been believing in something so distant
As if I was human
And I've been denying this feeling of hopelessness
In me, in me

All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me, but I'm broken

I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

As much as I'd like the past not to exist
It still does
And as much as I'd like to feel like I belong here
I'm just as scared as you

I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

Run away, run away
One day we won't feel this pain anymore

Take it all away
Shadows of you
Cause they won't let me go

Until I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

Alone, and lost in paradise

jangan hidup dalam bayang lagi

Kehidupan mahu Pelindung gembira

Kehidupan mahu Pelindung bahagia

dan yang paling penting, Kehidupan mahu Pelindung tahu betapa 

kasih,

cinta dan sayangnya Kehidupan pada Pelindung

jadi, Pelindung kena janji dengan Kehidupan yang Pelindung akan jadi "insan" terbaik

yang Pelindung mampu

Kehidupan izinkan Pelindung pergi

satu hari nanti, kalau Matahari wujud,

Pelindung akan jadi pelindung Kehidupan

the only thing in life that i never have second thought of is you

i miss this <3

 

Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time? 

Waking up at the start of the end of the world,
But it's feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour
And I started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Well I believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
And I can't remember caring for an hour or so
Started crying and I couldn't stop myself
I started running but there's no where to run to
I sat down on the street took a look at myself
Said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell
Say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

It's gone, gone, baby, it's all gone
There is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
It was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you
Well it's gone, gone, baby, it's all gone
There is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
Let's see how far we've come

how far we've come

if i ever have one more day to be with you - i will let you know how much you meant to me.
i'll cry in your arm, in your hug.
i'm goin to lie naked vt you.
i'm goin to lay my head on your chest.
hear your heart beating. hear every breath of yours.

put our song on.
talk without talking.

i want my love of my life back.
do things that we want to do.
go to place that we want to go.
have future as we planned to have.

i think all those memories we build. the one you make me believe its real.
am i just stupid and blind?

and at the end of the day, when its time to be apart,
to take our separate course of life,
i wish we wont cross each other path anymore as i could never imagine seeing you without me,
i cant stand to see the image of us not growing old together

existence @ non existence

i'm changing everything as if you never exist

i'm talking to myself as if i'm talkin to the only one who ever going to understand me

i'm imagining thing that should have been as if i never met u

 

you are my sun

we only just begun

I'm better
So much better now
I see the light, touch the light,
We're together now

 

I'm better
So much better now
Look to the skies, gives me life
We're together now

We've only just begun
Hypnotised by drums
Until forever comes
You'll find us chasing the sun
They said this day wouldn't come
We refused to run
We've only just begun
You'll find us chasing the sun
When Daylight's fading
We're gonna play in the dark
Till it's golden again
And now it feels so amazing
Can see you coming
And We'll never grow old again
You'll find us chasing the sun

I'm never
I'm never down
Lying here, staring up
And you're looking down

I'm never
I'm never down
Live forever, forever
With you around

**you know that you are always my sun. i didn't worship you but in sense of self-note, you are the only person who know me better than myself.

be awake

I feel like im in slow motion

Everything around me jz moving too fast

Ppl keep asking if im ok..if im fine..

And they want me to say im fine when im not

So they will feel better abt me

But I dun noe how to do it.

Im still dreaming.this pain will go away once im awake

Sabar Itu Indah

aku lihat ada
kebencian di mata kamu
kemarahan di hati kamu
tapi
mungkinkah sebenarnya
pandanganmu
terlalu kosong untuk aku tafsirkan
terlalu jauh untuk aku gapai

aku cuba memahami
benar, aku Hawa bukan yang terbaik untuk Adam seperti kamu
tapi aku berusaha untuk kamu

Kasih,
jika aku bukan pilihan mu
mampukah kamu berterus terang?
jangan biarkan aku terus melayang
tenggelam dalam lautan yang tak tenang

kau perlu waktu
kau mahu ruang
seluas mana yang kau mahu?yg kau perlu?
aku mahu tunggu tapi aku insan yang buntu
yang lemah dalam membuat keputusan hidupku

aku katakan sabar itu indah
Ya Allah, aku berdoa pada Mu agar berikan aku kekuatan untuk terus bersabar
aku masih hamba Mu yang lemah dalam menghadapi dugaan Mu

Ya Allah,
Kau lebih Maha Mengetahui apa yang tbaik untuk ku
dan hati ku ini mengaharapkn agar Kau pulangkan kasih ku

Jika bukan dia yang Kau takdirkan untuk ku
aku mohon agar kau tenangkan hati ku
jauh kn dia dari jiwa ku
aku mohon.....

LFC

ya.. mungkin dia sudah lupakan segalanya tp aku masih di situ

bukan aku mahu menjadi wanita yg menagih simpati

(tp mungkin juga dlm pandangan mata individu di sekelilingku)

bukan aku mahu menjadi wanita yg lemah hati

gerai makan di penjuru jalan

penuh lampu dan cerah itu 

membuat kan aku rasa kehadirannya

merasakan aku separuh daripada dia

meja itu tempat kami melihat dunia dengan pandangan kami sendiri

ya..mungkin juga kata-kata yang tidak masuk akal tentang sesiapa, tentang apa-apa

pesanan kami tetap sama setiap kali

turut membuatkan aku teringat tentang dia

baju merah pengubat rindu turut menjadi teman ku

manusia lain tetap sama cuma tiada dia

kerana aku tahu dia tak mungkin ada di sisi ku

my ever long lust of football end back few week. I shouldn't shed tears upon a match but i did.

being there, alone make me wonder a lot about him.

to : my man that can't be moved

 in another life, i will be your girl and make you stay

 Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Grab a bunch of blanket
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
  You would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
It can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I shoulda told you what you meant to me (Woooooow)
'Cause now I paid the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

** at this very moment, i wish that we never be apart. all things are just simply nightmare and i know in a short while i will wake up and we will still be together. i really miss u and need you. please, tell me what am i suppose to do. it hurt me badly not to know what wrong with us.

** in another life, i will keep my promise, as u will keep yours, we'll be together. promise me.