i can't help you to fix yourself but at least i tried

can i tell u how much u hurt me?

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

note :

you need time to sort out your life. Fine with me. I really don't know what kind of mess you are in but if my disappearance help, I will stay away. But how hard it is to just tell me what happen. I really thought that we had a very good relationship and we can talk about everything. I'm shocked that now I realize there are things that you still find it difficult to tell me. I can't force you to tell me. But please, don't left me hanging. At least tell me what to do. I'm so used of having you around and when suddenly you just shut me away, I feel....alone...

 

Do you have any idea how much it hurt to be left alone?

You did promise that you will never hurt me,but?

I'm trying really hard to forget you. To forget this pain. To move on with my life. It's not easy but I'll will always respect your decision.

no one want to wait forever